December 2009
43 posts
a waste of energy.
like a light that stays lit through the night
when everyone is deep in slumber,
your love forgets to shut me off
and you will never fade away.
“And my first bit of free advice is this: You are alive. Your whole life is still...”
– Robin Jones Gunn
“You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall...”
– Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist
Farewell to this weight.
There was an address written on her palm that’s been smeared by yours. She can’t remember giving you the keys; you can’t remember locking up the house. Everybody is always right, no one is ever wrong. We’ll all refuse to take the blame for stupidity; because nobody is willing to look foolish. We, together, were fools. Aware we were mistaken, but continued to make a mess of mistakes. I’ll...
Fuck you.
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
– Captain Corelli’s Mandolin
Edge of Desire (Live) - John Mayer.
Don’t...
Sifting through lost memories, the person I used to be was so much stronger. Perhaps I was stronger because I was a great deal wiser. I was well aware that I couldn’t afford to be frail. Because if I were weak, it would be so simple to be withered away completely. The new me just didn’t care. Wouldn’t care, almost couldn’t care. I was incapable of feeling anything, no remorse or sorrow. I feel...
too little, too late.
I was so busy missing you, I missed someone else standing right in front of me. Now I’m missing them instead. You can be in love and you can be in a relationship. But they’re not always the same thing. There’s a fine line of distinction, that’s what your heart is for.
I’ll just fade away …
You may think that I’ve long forgotten those days we spent under the early summer sun, but you couldn’t be more mistaken. Although I won’t lie, I’ve desperately tried to make the memories disappear. You may believe deep down in your gut that this something, whatever it is, will just will fade away into oblivion if you try hard enough to push it in that direction. I’m beginning to feel the same.
...
“So many ways to say “I love you”, never enough to say how much.”
– Unknown
All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye - John Mayer
I love...
A change in seasons.
Although it’s icy outside you keep on spitting fire. The wind is blistering at my back but your whispers keep me warm. Your hands fit around mine seamlessly, I’ve got no need for gloves. You’ve got this glow about you; it’s brighter than the sun. You’re reflecting off the snow, every twinkle looks like you. You’re always the very first thing that my eyes jump to. The flakes are falling all...
You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because I’m not who I used to be. No longer easy on the eyes, these wrinkles masterfully disguise the youthful boy below who turned your way and saw something he was not looking for: both a beginning and an end. But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize when he catches his reflection on accident. On the back of a motor bike ...
Lykke Li - Possibility
“You can never be too thin, too rich, or have too many books.”
– Carter Burden
“When I see you the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and...”
– A Million Little Pieces by James Frey
Kids/Poker Face - Weezer. It’s epic.
“Lost in a daydream of blue and I feel so free. And then It’s like I fall...”
– I Adore You, Melpo Mene
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Joel: I can’t see anything that I don’t like about you. Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped because that’s what happens with me. Joel: Okay.