December 2010
32 posts
Guns and Horses - Ellie Goulding
It’s time...
Temporary relief.
Nothing feels better than your hands on my back and your heart in my hands. I don’t care if it was only for a little while, when I’m with you I feel complete. Just as quick as you came you had to leave, but there’s only two more weeks of this hell until we’re reunited once again. I’m counting down the days, the hours, the minutes, and the seconds until I can feel...
To the moon and back.
You are just the sweetest thing. You are so utterly wonderful that it’s almost incomprehensible. I don’t deserve you, it’s simply not possible. But you, on the other hand, are more than deserving of somebody who will love you with everything they have. I promise to do that and more. I guess things work out then, don’t they? You get to be the most loved boy in the world, and...
“My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with...”
– Maya Angelou
My heart is in Michigan.
I knew this wouldn’t be easy, but I didn’t think it would be nearly this hard. I miss you, in the most sincere and absolute meaning of the phrase. I mean sure, we talk, but I’d give anything to go back to our simple, perfect routine we’ve grown so accustomed to. The nights practically torture me, sleeping without you is harder than I ever imagined it would be. I guess I...
“I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you,...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer
Ghosting - Freelance Whales
One month.
Six hours and several states separate me from the very best thing I’ve ever known or felt. Four weeks keep me away from experiencing it again anytime soon. It’s been three days without you and I’m already lost. I’m so anxious, so restless, and I hate this feeling. I miss you more every second. It’s funny; you spend every day with someone and take that precious time for granted. And then suddenly,...
Moon - Sia
I believe the world, it spins for...
At last,
You’re mine. Mine, mine, mine. God, I love the way that sounds. God, I think I might love … you.
“We are travelers on a cosmic journey, stardust, swirling and dancing in the...”
– Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
Perfection.
It’s that feeling you get when every piece of the puzzle is beginning to fit seamlessly into place after you’ve tried so hard to desperately shove them into spots they didn’t belong. After all of your endless efforts and all of the tedious pain, you finally feel as if you have found your buried treasure and you deserve to feel this way. You can finally look back and laugh at the...
“I am still so naïve; I know pretty much what I like and dislike; but please,...”
– Sylvia Plath
Surrender.
There’s no use in trying to deny it anymore, you have completely captivated me. Every minute without you is spent counting down the seconds until I’ll be by your side again. You always say, “It’s so easy to like you.” Well baby, it’s practically second nature for me. I’m going to love you more than I could ever promise, cause you don’t deserve an...
“How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her...”
– Oscar Wilde
I can't miss you.
Warm blankets smother my bare skin as I snuggle deep into the safest place I know. I feel the little twitches behind my eyelids as they adjust to the darkness. I’m tired, but I won’t sleep. I feel your hand, sliding from my hipbone up to the dents in my ribcage. Then slipping under my cotton shirt, you glide across my stomach and wrap yourself around my tiny frame. The subtle pull of my thigh...
Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten...
Oh how my heart aches when I think about how badly I want to let the world know that you’re mine. I keep you in my back pocket like a dirty little secret. You’re as clean as a whistle. I don’t care what they say, or if they’ll never understand the simplicity of you and me. You’re mine, and I’m yours. No worries, no reservations. I’m sick of the silence. I want to scream it out for all to hear. Let...
“And then I saw him and nothing was ever the same again. The sky was never the...”
– Stephen Fry